Quark....

I have major food issues. There are some foods that I really like and some that I hate. BUT... there is also another quark with food that I wrestle with. I Love Good tasting food, and when I crave a food strong enough, I'll just get it or make it or whatever. but what happens if I can't....I hate that food. After one of my moments where I crave a food super strongly and don't get it, I won't eat, make, or want that food again for at least a week or so. Another issue I have with food is that I have a serious emotional connection with food, like not healthy obsession almost. Another ample reason why I should be either crazy or obese. When I have these super strong cravings and I don't get what I want before my craving changes then I will end up wanting or actually crying. Usually I just feel like shit and want to cry, but in cases where I am tired or stressed I actually will. Yes I know that I am slightly disturbing, this is not natural, and I know it can't be healthy. But hey, what can you do. And just to let you know, this probably is caused by my past...........hobbies, because it only really started after I found new...............hobbies. Anyway, just thought I'd let you in on that, Quark.