already?

Tonight...and i thought we weren't seeing eye to eye in a sexual sense...but really, actually, it's everything? I thought...we were better, happier. But you've been feeling like the pressure is building...I...I feel so stupid, how did i miss something that big. I mean, i guess work has been putting more stress on everything but...i just thought that was mostly sexual too. Wow...I'm so confused, I feel like everything in my life is falling apart..."we're still dating right now so I can...". When did it get to that? I'm so blind, how are we supposed to move together when you're not happy? How can I honestly make you give up what you've got going here for a crap shoot. There's so much happening and I just...I don't...I wonder if the moon was watching tonight? I think it must have been hidden behind a cloud...it's supposed to watch over me...but now...I don't even have a right to you. It's cruel of me to make you change Jeff. I don't know how to make myself stop but I won't let you waste time so unhappily.
...I love you with all my heart and I really always will, I'll always try to be a better friend...I just want you to be happy. I'll find my own way just fine, I always do.