First day..

wasn't nice. I hate my math teacher and I really don't like the people I have history with. Not to mention my man called to tell me that the romantic night at the artigians we had planned wasn't going to happen cause there isn't enough time. Thats not even the worst. That weekend is the one time he can visit for months and I have to spend all of it with him AND his ex. Not to mention she thinks I'm a bitch for no reason. I've met her once, but she loves my best friend who was also involved with my man. Now there was a time when my best friend told her friend something and she told J's ex who then freaked out on him. He called me and told me not to call her and be mad. I called her and asked her what had happened and soon we where joking and laughing about the whole thing. Well she then called J and started to cry because she had convinced herself that it was all her fault, plus she cries easily. Well J mentioned her crying to his ex later and she took it that I had made the sweet, silly, and perfect little K cry. That is the only thing she has to go by and yet she's telling all her friends that I'm such a bitch. What the fuck? Now people who have never even seen my face think I'm such a mean, cold bitch? Which is totally not true. I'm a nice person, I never say anything rude, I'm pretty quiet and I try really hard not to get impatient with people, though of course there are times when I'm really tired and I may snap at my friends, but I always explain and apologise later. I just think it's so fucked up. She's such a close minded person that she won't even give me a chance to explain. I'm so pissed I don't even try anymore. And now when somebody's like "Oh she's a bitch" I just laugh like that doesnt hurt and shrug and act like I dont care even though inside I'm crying cause I've never even met theses people and yet they're gonna tell all there friends the same thing.