I am....

Kaiya. I am still in school. I am my friends pyscologist. I am a doormat to everyone I know. I can't wait to get out of the small town I live in. I live with my mom. I lost my dad to ALS. I'm falling in love with a guy much older than me. I wish I where taller. I wish I had no hair from the neck down. I want to be with my man, but he's at college. I should have slept with him before he left, now I won't see him for weeks. I can't think of anything else to say, but that I never speak my mind to the people around me so I'm going to do it here.